I cant cope with my feelings. Last Saturday when i was drinking beer with M at his house, my friend called me. And he said: "T wants to meet u". Thats all. These words change my view to my relationship with M. His ex-girlfriend is ugly. Im selfish, i know, but im much better. I go to better school, i wear more fashionable clothes, im more intelligent, and finally im more pretty. And in adiotion, T. He thinks about me! its... unbelieveable! i am considering if its not betta to leave M for one moment with T. His fame, money, naughty smile makes me excited. Im between two things which i desire: constant relationship with love and exciting adventure with passion, pain, unexpecting turns... The choice is difficult. However, if i play it out properly, i will have both this things. Iwill betray M, but i will gain passion. I want to be bad girl.

