Wednesday, March 31, 2010

wraiths of past.

I cant cope with my feelings. Last Saturday when i was drinking beer with M at his house, my friend called me. And he said: "T wants to meet u". Thats all. These words change my view to my relationship with M. His ex-girlfriend is ugly. Im selfish, i know, but im much better. I go to better school, i wear more fashionable clothes, im more intelligent, and finally im more pretty. And in adiotion, T. He thinks about me! its... unbelieveable! i am considering if its not betta to leave M for one moment with T. His fame, money, naughty smile makes me excited. Im between two things which i desire: constant relationship with love and exciting adventure with passion, pain, unexpecting turns... The choice is difficult. However, if i play it out properly, i will have both this things. Iwill betray M, but i will gain passion.
I want to be bad girl.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

love games


i have nothing to say. its him. my sweetheart.
XoXo

Monday, March 1, 2010

season of love


its all memory in the sun or its all in the darkness
maybe its all around to see if we try
and maybe its been inside of me all this time
crazy with it crazier without
never certain never full of doubt
now you feel it now you dont
do you know what you're feelin?
where did it come from? and where does it go?
if it were right in front of me would i know?
LOVE with mon petit garcon

xoxo