the end and beginning

Starting: my two ideals, Chuck Bass and Andreas W.

And then my foolish life!

T!

Lenni (Am Rhein)

me and my beautiful face which sucks.:D

Again me and my ugly legs, blee!

lovelovelove

this year it was:
* First: M from Warsaw and my big unprovoked love with him
* Second: Lenni whippersnnaper and swinger (he cant kiss)
* Third: my 18's birthday and running around the cottagge when i was totally naked
* And fourth-i think the most shitty: T. i wanted to do with him 'monkey' or sth like this:D (by Panda from skins)

bang bang bang bang! BUM!

need some new triggers, need some travels, need some changes!

high shoes love!

lovely shoes, especially boots.

the life sucks

i want u to become my Chuck Bass!

such a boring time... maybe some shopping tomorrow? i must make my dress a little shorter and a secondhand jacket too.

sexy, naughty, bitchy! its childish, i know but i love 'Gossip girl'. i look forward next episode.

XoXo

Xmas

what are we seperately? and what would we be together?

hate christmas! its strange beacuse i should love my family and wanna meet with them. however, i find them a little backward.

need new boots, best from DinSko:) haha in Poland we have only Deichmann or CCC. What do u choose?

brappp! (by T)

again: fox!

i hate dreaming. every time i see sth terrible. today it was terrorism in my house.

in the afternoon i have tuition in maths and it means the other 50 tasks. wow i should say: i love it, but its a such boring activity. and, what is more, i cant wear high heels today beacuse of walking by the field and the slope.:D

Christmas? Santa C is comin to town!

4 and half month away.

matura!- exams are waitin.

i fell in love with my fox. He has even the name: Teodor Double :)

:)

im free, like that day. its so pretty!
i really dont need him any more.

i dont know what he is. maybe swinger, maybe prince. but im not gonna devote everything, my personality, my reputation, my future to him. and now i know one thing: it'll be fine whether or no:)
finally im happy

sufferin from everything

if i die, i love T. tell it him in this case! i dont have an opportunity to do it.

fallin in love with the fairytale

look at ur heart. we were sweethearts, werent we?

somehow, currently i feel ugliness to myself...

así fue la primera vez, que yo te ví...

JUST BE!

i caught inside the memories, the promises, our yesterdays and i guess i partly belong to you.

however...i guess its over in your view too

darkness

i like darkness.
u are there.
and maybe i should forget but i never do this.



dreams exist to enjoy our life.

comme si comme ca

Pero llegaste como un ave en el aguacero

Desde un bello lucero en el atardecer

Y me miraste, y pedimos un deseo

Así fue la primera vez que yo te vi

u are the key

miss him

doldrums at all

Have u ever felt like nobody?

i like this photo. Kuba liked it too. But now he prefers long-legged redhead anorexic whore.
i cant watch his photos all night. however why is he available?

i need u T really...

grey days

-ey guy! are u scamp?

-yes, of course shawty
-so take me now! i wanna be fucked!

why do i always fall in love with assholes? it makes tiring for me.

freedom

Some times ago it was really easy. Now it is again.

It's enough to live (almost) normally.
Apprends-moi ce que tu desires en douces phrases et baisers sucres...

Unbelievable!

When u try to start once again, it's not so easy.

I hate these tears in my eyes.

I hate myself for the way i feel about u everytime.

come back...

there is no point in life.

Some time ago it was much better.

Now Im drinkin coffee, smokin cigarrettes and thinkin about waste. Waste of him. Once again I wasted someone.
...a little bit because I love you, a little bit because you love yogurtt...

it's my life!

Yes, i know. But I have already decided. I am not sure he is worth it. In spite of it, I want it.
Fucking tradition, opinion, reputation, honour...!

american dream... dream about america.

Maybe should you clone him? He is so necessery, at all. However, I ask the one copy exclusively for me.

I'm fed up with his whole fame.