it happened

Now its done. T's dad died today in the morning. Today is my Name Day. What does it mean? Why has it happened exactly today?

...

Im wonderin what T feels. I dont know why he wrote about engines bikes etc on fb. He SHOULD be sad. Why cant he admit that its so hard for him?! Because it must be. I never believe that he doesnt care. He has feelings and i know he just pretends.
i wish i could be there with him.

coffin, cemetery, death, sadness, tears, flowers, condolences.

and tomorrow life will begin, anew. and anyone wont remember about the former speedway rider, Rob...

'lets hurry up to love people. they leave us so fast!'

non. peut etre. Oui mon petit garcon!

'i know u want me, u know i want cha!'

miss him? maybe. i dont know.

exams. im scared about maths sin, cos, tg, ctg. Fuck!

The prom is just 2 weeks away. I have a dress but its rather casual so i need fur but there isnt here. Yesterday i bought 4 pairs of shoes in 1 week.:) im lovin it!

givin up would be the best solution

My gosh! last year finished terrible (mr onion yuck!) and this year has started even worse (three times at three different places!).

oh fuck it like would say it Chris from Skins. ill slim soon. ill buy new boots soon;). i know, i betray myself saying myself that everything is so nice, beautiful. my life sucks. but the most important is the positive thinking.

i am used to broaching about T. its just my negative habit. Maybe... i hope so.