Monday, July 19, 2010

marvelous!







im in love and still so fuckin jealous! I H-A-T-E H-E-R!!!
welcome to cracow. im movin in October. University. Engeenering:)



Monday, June 21, 2010

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

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im so fuckin scared. but the decision has been already made. help!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

there was a boy and there was a girl.


im sorry to my mind but i must write sth in Polish. Its the fragment from the book by Coelho ''The Alchemist".
"...kiedy się to poczuje całym sobą, łatwo zrozumieć, że zawsze na świecie ktoś na kogoś czeka, czy to na dalekiej pustyni, czy w samym sercu gwarnego mista. I gdy w końcu skrzyżują się drogi tych dwojga i spotkają się ich spojrzenia, wtedy znika cała przeszłość i cała przyszłość. Liczy się tylko ta chwila i owa niewiarygodna pewność, że wszystko pod niebieskim sklepieniem zostało zapisane jedną Ręką. A Ręka ta obdarza miłością i stwarza bliską duszę dla każdego śmiertelnika, który w słonecznym świetle krząta się niestrudzenie, wypoczywa i szuka swego skarbu. Bo jeśliby tak nie było, to marzenia całego ludzkiego rodzaju nie miałyby najmniejszego sensu."
I♥Warsaw. Its definately MY city, my home.
From Warsaw with love. XoXo.
I hate this jive ass Czapla, a lack of style and class.
I love my bf, my little boy.
XoXo.

Saturday, May 1, 2010

im scared

its very difficult to be with someone. i want to control him but i know that it can destroy everything. so i let him go to the disco alone. its painful for me when i sit at home, however one time i would need to go somewhere alone. if he wanna waste me, he's able to and i cant do anything about it.
i've decided to screw with him. im scared about it, im still seeing his ex -M. its so ... terrifying!!! the worst thought is that i must be BETTER in the bed. and im able to do everything to reach this aim! EVERYTHING!!! im better, i must believe this statement.
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Wednesday, March 31, 2010

wraiths of past.

I cant cope with my feelings. Last Saturday when i was drinking beer with M at his house, my friend called me. And he said: "T wants to meet u". Thats all. These words change my view to my relationship with M. His ex-girlfriend is ugly. Im selfish, i know, but im much better. I go to better school, i wear more fashionable clothes, im more intelligent, and finally im more pretty. And in adiotion, T. He thinks about me! its... unbelieveable! i am considering if its not betta to leave M for one moment with T. His fame, money, naughty smile makes me excited. Im between two things which i desire: constant relationship with love and exciting adventure with passion, pain, unexpecting turns... The choice is difficult. However, if i play it out properly, i will have both this things. Iwill betray M, but i will gain passion.
I want to be bad girl.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

love games


i have nothing to say. its him. my sweetheart.
XoXo